I wanted badly to make you proud
but even more i wanted to see you cry...

Emotion hidden in my heart so deep,
all the secrets I have had to keep...

I'll be back, but do you even know I'm gone?
i think about you night and day, your words have...

I didnt want to hear the sorries,
I didnt want to feel the pain...

I dreamt of you last night
With tears running down my side...

For years and years
I craved your touch...

You're the one that I love,
the one I desire...

Kisses sweet
and kisses dear...

I remember still,
the day you said...

Life is just a game I'll always lose,
the rules always change...

Why did you have to like her?
I'm everything she is...

No matter what I do
It always seems I'm losing you...