I stand in the shadows
Wishing this was something I would have seen...

Will ever understand the pains
you bored through your hands...

My withered garden,
holds memories of what was then...

NO I AM NOT HAPPY
I AM NOT FIND...

Now that he is gone,
I have to find...

I pray to god release me from the troubles I face...
What is the way for the pain to be solved,Solved...

Remember the first date our eyes set upon each...
And how we made them wonder...

I wrote this poem 4 days before my Grand dad die...
Looking at my Grandfather who had been bedridden...

Sadness is destroying me,
slowly from the inside out...

"My life is over", I told myself.
"You are gone", my mind said...

I need to find a place where I am free, a place...
I hope to encounter a world of beauty, never being...

I am sorry the day you ever came into my life, I...
Sorry for allowing myself to cry and allowing my...