I keep wiping away the tears
Trying to forget that night...

As I'm writing this
The tears are falling silently...

I see my little sister
And the things she's doing now...

They watch me
Falling apart...

They say I'm out of control
Completely losing grip...

When she smiles it's a happy one
But fake as can be...

You made me hate myself so much
And made me feel so guilty...

I promise I'm okay
And my smile is true...