&& you would never guess but this time things changed. [ .he\'s. the one who is being torn apart watching .her. walk away ]

I have soo many regrets that i can't even think of them all && yet the thing is whenever anyone asks me if I have ANY REGRETS. i answer ' No ' .

I just realized that _words_ are (enough) to breakmyheart.

Incase you didn't hear me the first time....

you don't mean anything to me
anymore.

Can you tell me, how it feels to be holding my heart in your hands with the blood dripping down onto the ground and seeing ( me ) lieing there begging you to love me .

Sure everyone has those * relationships* where you say i love you about a million times a day and you hold hands/kiss/hug and simply enjoy the time together but,

how many people [ actually ] mean it when they say ' i love you '?

You caught me . red handed . with my heart ripped out, crushed & broken, lieing on the ground.
bleeding into the earth.

just tell me. how does it feel now ?

Maybe, just maybe
' I TRY TOO HARD '

Even [ you noticed ] that when i said i hate you , that it was a LIE.

Is only loving you ... selfish of me?