I lay in my bed wide awake
tears falling down my face...
Believe what they said
I'm gone it's true...
There is a lonely, shattered girl
who looks almost exactly like me...
I just sit still
staring out the window...
Seeing all the smiles
in school and in town...
My life is getting to the point
where it's not worth it anymore...
I\'m lying to the world
because they don\'t really see...
Sitting in my room
sobbing without control...
The ending is to close
I can feel it...
I'm standing in the school
Same way it is everyday...
I'm sorry, I tried
I really did...
Sadness, all I feel
Pain, way to much real...