When i look in the mirror
what do i see...
You look for attention
anywhere you can...
Can i ever be
closer to your heart...
Learn to look past
all the thoughts and feelings...
The minds of little ones fear
to lose all that they hold dear...
A boy that didn't know
what to say...
I've learned to smile
learned to laugh...
If only there something
something i could do...
I fear the beat of my heart
not knowing where it's pulling me...
A hopeless wish
that doesn't come true...
I close my eyes to try and stop the voices
that echo in my head...
The hand held the knife
the blade caressed the flesh...