I was somebody else's replacement all the time....knowing that hurts so much more then just a simple break up

I hate rainy days...it confuses me ...i couldn;t figure out wether it was rain or tears rolling down my cheeks..

It's not like theres another chance in life...Even if there is i wouldn't give you another chance for you to break my heart

Is this what you want...
why can't you just leave my friend with me....
thats all that i have now...

I'm about to break down in fears
and fall down in tears...
with the silent cares

I'm gonna forget you....like remembering someone i don't know..
...sounds easy..

My thoart hurts from holding my tears back..
i told myself..i wont let it fall...
not for you..not again

Know that, i love you forever..
but u made me seal u in the box that i'll never open again

I loved you, in fact i still do
ur name tattooed on me forever...
..everytime i thought i would be okay..
i look at the tattoo..i crash, then i have to start over again...all over again to built myself back up for another fall

Everytime i want to tell you "i can't do it anymore, i cant go on with you acting like this"....i couldnt say it out, cuz im so afraid that the outcome of it is not that u'll change for the better, but u'll leave me behind alone