I thought i could just wash you away with tears...

The rain didn't wash you away...Nov.18.06..

You can go ahead and be positive...i'll just stay in reality

Jan/17/07 (raining today)
i got home..find myself all wet..but my sleeves are all soaked...i wonder wether it was the rain..or was it just me...

I'm about to break down in fears
and fall down in tears...
with the silent cares

I'm gonna forget you....like remembering someone i don't know..
...sounds easy..

Great mom...yea...keep talking!!
keep comparing me...
do you give a damn about how i feel...
making me feel like shit...

It hurts to see you past blocking right infront of you..but you don't have the gutts to say get the hell out of my way...

Just look me in the eyes..i want you to feel the pain without using words...

You saw me in the corner
tears rolling down my cheeks but this time u didn't bother walking over and hold me in ur arms...
cuz u know..those tear...are there for a reason..
and the reason is you