We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

*from "gotta go my own way" High School Musical 2.*

I cant sleep. I know you can. I miss you. I know u dont miss me. I think of you. I know u dont think of me. I love you...y cant you love me to?

&& your everything that I dont want....but I cant let you go...</3

& butterflies fill my stomach. Not cause of u but because of what you might end up doing....breaking my heart....again</3

& when im with you.a smile never leaves my face.but than when im away from you. I just dont wanna try. Ur the sunshine on my rainiest day.

&&.i.love.him.more.than.words.can.express.xxx

&&.the.first.time.in.months.i.smile.BeacauseIHaveYou.

I know he won't be back. he told me such pretty lies though. but as pretty as they were. they are still just lies. </3

He told me such pretty lies. i need to hear them again. i need to hear im beautiful. i need to hear that he loves me. even if they were just lies. i need to hear those pretty lies. such pretty lies.

And he may use me. and he may not deserve me but that doesnt stop me from wanting him back.