And i miss him more now casue i cant feel his touch.

" i dont miss you. i dont i dont."
i sing and sing those words. i almost believe it. than you come into my head.
" i do miss you. i do. i do"

N i can kiss watever guy but my mind is always on you. your touch. your eyes. your smile. the way u said "ur beautiful"

Is it so wrong to want him back.to see those E y e s.that S m i l e. To have him L o v e me like he used to?

And its bad enough that i miss him being around. Now im missing his touch. When did i fall so hard for this guy. I L o v e him and i H a t e it.

& i use other guys just to pass the time until he makes up his mind if im worth it or not.

& i lost you to the darkness. never returning. yet i will never stop loving you.

& i dont want to be inlove. its too hard. i wish my heart would listern to my head. just this once.

& i feel sick just thinkin that all of wat u said was a lie....

& it shouldnt hurt this much, i havent eaten in days, i want to cry so bad....but if i give in it would mean that i really did need you, that i really did love you more than i thought i did....