Dear diary,
what am i meant to do? who do i turn too? people are their yet they are so fake, saying on thing to ur face than the rest to your back.how do i know if they are tru.please help.
love you
sincercly yours,
</3 Person In The Dark </3

An it pierced my heart when u said we should just cool off a bit but it hurt more when u said that it doesnt change the fact that u still love me....

Y does it hurt this much...we werent together..yet we talked n never got bored, we laughed at nothing, we said i love you out of no where.....so y does it hurt this much?

& it shouldnt hurt this much, i havent eaten in days, i want to cry so bad....but if i give in it would mean that i really did need you, that i really did love you more than i thought i did....

& i feel sick just thinkin that all of wat u said was a lie....

& i dont want to be inlove. its too hard. i wish my heart would listern to my head. just this once.

& i lost you to the darkness. never returning. yet i will never stop loving you.

& i use other guys just to pass the time until he makes up his mind if im worth it or not.

And its bad enough that i miss him being around. Now im missing his touch. When did i fall so hard for this guy. I L o v e him and i H a t e it.

Is it so wrong to want him back.to see those E y e s.that S m i l e. To have him L o v e me like he used to?