N i can kiss watever guy but my mind is always on you. your touch. your eyes. your smile. the way u said "ur beautiful"

" i dont miss you. i dont i dont."
i sing and sing those words. i almost believe it. than you come into my head.
" i do miss you. i do. i do"

And i miss him more now casue i cant feel his touch.

And he may use me. and he may not deserve me but that doesnt stop me from wanting him back.

He told me such pretty lies. i need to hear them again. i need to hear im beautiful. i need to hear that he loves me. even if they were just lies. i need to hear those pretty lies. such pretty lies.

I know he won't be back. he told me such pretty lies though. but as pretty as they were. they are still just lies. </3

&&.the.first.time.in.months.i.smile.BeacauseIHaveYou.

&&.i.love.him.more.than.words.can.express.xxx

& when im with you.a smile never leaves my face.but than when im away from you. I just dont wanna try. Ur the sunshine on my rainiest day.

& butterflies fill my stomach. Not cause of u but because of what you might end up doing....breaking my heart....again</3