You left me here
To drown in this beer...

I can't tell you how I feel,
Because it'll never be real...

He still carries my soul
Everywhere he goes...

I'm sorry I brought this up,
But you need to know...

Wearing my heart on my sleeve
I try so hard not to believe...

Everyone is grateful
While I'm still hateful...

I look up at the sky
And ask God, why...

Going through hell
And playing with the devil...

You stand there
And watch me die...

I cut into this skin
Only to escape from myself...

We're finally here
Going through our last year...

The blood runs off of this face
In sheer disgrace...