I'm so f * c k e d up
And cut up...

I know you don't care
Even though I say it's not fair...

You came into my life
Out of pain and strife...

Thinking of the things you said
All running through my head...

Wearing my heart on my sleeve
I try so hard not to believe...

It was night,
But the sky was so bright...

When I'm gone
Try to carry on...

Everyone is grateful
While I'm still hateful...

I look up at the sky
And ask God, why...

Sitting here filled with regret.
Everyone around me filled with fret...