As I listen to our song
I know that you're long gone...
The blood runs off of this face
In sheer disgrace...
Everyone is grateful
While I'm still hateful...
You left me here
To drown in this beer...
I cut into this skin
Only to escape from myself...
Sitting here filled with regret.
Everyone around me filled with fret...
I can't tell you how I feel,
Because it'll never be real...
He still carries my soul
Everywhere he goes...
I'm so f * c k e d up
And cut up...
I look up at the sky
And ask God, why...