I find myself unknowing of what to write,
As I cry joyful tears...
I don't want to go outside,
For fear you wont be there...
This pain aches me all over,
The pain of not having you near...
You were there though thick and thin
you helped me in i was down...
I lay awake in my bed at night,
Wondering what is real...
'Will you marry me?'
You asked that night...
Oh where do I begin?
I guess I'll start with the truth...
This is late I know,
But I missed the last count...