Ah yes back to my life.....
and my terrible strife...

Wow I'm 5
and this is where it gets bad...

I guess i should finish
my sad terrifying story of mine...

As i lay me down tonight
I must write this first...

As i walked away
i heard him say...

I can't take anymore
no more of this hurt...

U don't know what they say
or how each and every day...

I'm not mad
how can i be...

I'm searching an endless search searching for...
but how can that be when I'm the one falling and...

Every now and then I want to die
Every now and then I realize something new...

When you said those words
i didn't know how much i would i hurt...

I have made myself a fool
a fool who has fallen for you...