All i want to do is tell you ill [always] be *there*
but i cant because i know you *wouldnt* even [care]

I'm tired of letting you get to my head
I'm sick of crying over you because of the things you said.

I wish I could erase you from my mind and forget about you. But I know I will miss the I'm-the-luckiest-girl-alive feeling I had whenever I was around you.

I'm just a girl with her hopes too high and her dreams held down all because I fell in love with a boy would could care less about me

She'd do anything to sparkle in his eye
She would suffer, she would fight, and compromise
She's been wishing on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to questions that will haunt her tonight

How she'd be soothed, how she'd be saved if he could see
She needs 2 b held in his arms 2 b free
But everything happens 4 reasons that she will nvr understand
Til she knos that the heart of a woman
Will nvr b found in the arms of a man

As darkness quickly steals the light that shinned w/in her eyes. she slowly swallows all her fears & soothes her mind w/ lies. well all she wants & all she needs r reasons 2 survive. a day in which the sun will take her artifical light..her light.

I have wandered far and wide
for something real something to die for
but i have found you and you do not see
all that is me all that is true

I kno, i kno you like the way you feel when i play
i kno, i kno you dont really hear what i say
i kno, i kno you are waiting for something to raid
i kno, i kno you wish you could be more than you say

&& I guess she just got tired of being
.:S E C O N D.B E S T:.