It's almost insane at how much I once cared
And now it's almost like you're not even there

She sits in her corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped in the promises
that no one seems to keep
she no longer cries to herself
no tears left to wash away
just diary's of empty pages
feelings gone astray

Last night I wrote a you a letter but all I seemed to be able to write was:
"n ss!w !"
It didn't make much sense until I turned it upside-down!

(_¸.·´¯)-» never say yOu prOmiise ]
(¯`·.¸_)-» if it`s jus gOnNa get lOst ]
(_¸.·´¯)-» never say you s w e a r ]
(¯`·.¸_)-» if yOu gOt yOur fiinGerz ]
(_¸.·´¯)-» * - - C r 0 s z e D - - * ]

Me | | without | | you is..
like a sneaker without laces
a nerd without braces
..asentencewihtoutspaces

-*-Life brings 3 things-*-
..tears..*smiles*..memories..
the tears dry up*the smiles fade
away but the [memories]
last ...*... f o r e v e r...*...

::DeaLiNg W/ baCkSTaBbErs, ThErE's 1 ThInG i'Ve LeArNeD...
ThEy'Re OnLy PoWeRFuL WhEn U hAvE Ur BaCk TuRnEd::

&& she's that crooked little heart
that you drew in the corner of
your paper in second grade,
the one that got scribbled out
because it wasn't quite right

I'm strong for everyone around me..
I can't let them see what's happening
I'm broken inside but I don't let it show
Because no one ever wants to know..

You're happy but I can't stop crying
You don't care but I'm still trying
I'm still missing what we once were
While you're there loving her.