Is it possible to stop living While you're still alive? To loose yourself in confusion To get caught up in your own lies?

Everyone is alwasy asking me
Whats wrong
But i dont even think
It makes any sense
It's just...my heart hurts

He picked his addiction over me but i remember when i used to be his addiction

And then there are some wounds, some betrayals... that are so deep, so profound that there is no way to repair what was lost. And when that happens, there's nothing left to do but wait

In some ways, betrayal is inevitable. When our bodies betray us, surgery is often the key to recovery. When we betray each other, the path to recovery is less clear. We do whatever it takes to rebuild the trust that was lost

The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need

So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them.

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull.

And every now and then something amazing happens, and against our better judgment we start to have hope

We cut ourselves off from hoping for the best because too many times the best doesnt happen But every now and then something extraordinary occurs and suddenly best case scenarios seem possible.