I know wut im doing in 2 years but i cant seem to figure out wuts going on right now

Do you ever catch urself walking by over n over just to see if he will notice u...n then realizing he never did

Tonite we had another fight
seems like i never get it right
Ive learned how to smile
when i want to cry
But not how to succeed
when i try

All around me its bright, but in my mind its nite

He swept me off my feet and dropped me on my knees

I run because there is a lot of work to be done.

You say you hate me, but do you realize that i hate me so much more?

Iwill not eat
& i will not cheat
never admitting defeat
this process, i'll complete

I gave my heart to him--how can i learn to love again?