I'm a pretty laid-back girl. There are things in my life that I don't know how to handle...so I turn to poetry to find the answers. My life has started to calm down in areas.....in others, things are just about to reach the boiling point. My past is just what it is....the past. I don't like talking about my past because it's something I want to forget, but I know I never will. Some of my poetry may explain this to you. I like alternative music....a little rap. As long as the song has a good meaning I'll listen to it!!! My friends also play a big role in my life....you'll probably hear about them in my poetry too!!!! |
How can you say I don't know
what it feels like...
You never think
That things could just stop...
My nightmares are coming to life
And no one can save me...
I lie here
Drowning in the darkness...
I feel the icy cold death
It's breath at my neck...
Please just leave me here to die
Don't wipe away the tears that I cry...
Being accepted....being cool....isn't what I want. What I want is to feel like I belong somewhere. And if I have to leave the comfort of my old friends behind to reach my level of belonging....then so be it. |
I'm doing what I can to keep living this life. I don't know why I am, because I might as well be living a lie. |
I don't want to have to yell for help anymore. I want there to be someone there. But that's never going to happen. Because no one cares fo me at all. So that's why I write,the life I want isn't anything but a piece of paper and drops of ink. |