Living in this darkness wanting to see the light
feeling of weakness, no strength to win this fight...

Lately Ive been thinking as the time passes by
of where I will end up at if I stay with the same...

People ask have I ever had a true love
I answer of course, and their the only ones I ever...

Its just too hard to love you some more
you make it difficult to love you like before...

I sit here at my desk trying hard not to cry,
I don't want to show my pain I want to hide it all...

Why did you choose me to play your selfish games...
when I was the one who loved you for so very long...

Sometimes I love you and sometimes I don't
sometimes I want to be with you and other times I...

I guess I must accept the negative in my life
Like how my relationship failed and I never became...

Sometimes I wonder what life has in store for me
Is it bad is it good what would it be...

All these years Ive been there for you
through the good and the bad and when you weren't...

I dream about you and each moment we shared
I think about the the promises of always being...

Emptiness, sadness and depression
Is feeling my mind with so much aggression...