Thinking of all that we've been through
I thought by now I could get through to you...

His soft gentle hands caressed my skin
there was no explaining the heaven I was in...

I don't know how I should feel but what I know is...
Theres no way you would do that to me...

I paint a picture in my mind
of your reaction when you see me next time...

Theres no way out I'm screaming in pain
banging on the doors walking around in shame...

I guess I'm tired I can only take so much
I'm tired of arguing and tired of your touch...

Fear, sadness and feeling of despair
all mixed in one for this girl to share...

I'm on the verge of breaking down
so many troubles my life has found...

True friends never leave, they always stick around
their there to pick you up when you've fallen to...

Sitting here thinking of everything I had, the...
I love you so much it hurts me, my life feels...

Juniors our son I can see his pain
how did you feel when he looked at you in shame...

Baby girl you are special in every single way
you lift me up when I'm down and take my sorrow...