I went to bed holding my pillow tight
wishing I had you to hold me last night...

I'm reaching out is anyone there
if there is do you even care...

Memories floating in my head
growing up together to finally wed...

I sat there laying on the floor beside the bed
remembering every mean word that he said...

It started off as a conversation over the phone
but talking turned to yelling and an argument had...

I got a little secret that I keep all to myself
a sweet little secret meant for no body else...

Staring out the window at a cold stormy night
the moon is lighted up but no one is in sight...

I'm past the love, I'm past the hope
so why am I still sad, and not able to cope...

I must say I'm sorry I didn't mean for things to...
I'm sorry for being there for you always, and I'm...

So many promises and words unsaid
has caused me so much pain, I rather be dead...

My mind is in a trance stuck in confusion
I love you but how much more do you expect me to...

Life doesn't always turn out to be what we expect
we live through happy times and other times we...