I tried to be the best I can
I tried so hard to make you understand...

It sunny outside the weather is warm but my body...
I try to smile to cover up the pain...

Sometimes I think about what my life will be like...
will I live to my promises and every goal Ive set...

Emptiness, sadness and depression
Is feeling my mind with so much aggression...

Lost and confused what should I do
I sit at home and wait by the phone a phone that...

I woke up with a sadness I can't seem to overcome...
I woke up feeling lost and not knowing what to do...

Ive heard your lies and your promises to
that is why I don't believe you...

I'm letting go I'm tired of this mess
me being with you is just causing me some stress...

No you cant have me why are you here
didn't you take the hint that I don't want you...

I think I love you I'm really not sure
after all the stuff you put me through love is...

I'm pulling the strings now how do you feel
Being in my spot, it doesn't feel so real...

I guess I'm tired I can only take so much
I'm tired of arguing and tired of your touch...