My mind is my peace.
Escape this hurtful reality.
No pain or shame is there.
The shivering fear,
when they catch me.
Escape into my mind,
think of something else.
Let them have their way.
I'm resting in my sanctuary.

A mask I've put upon myself,
to hide my self-hatred from them.
A smile covers the darkness,
look closely and you will see.
The hesitating eyes will speak,
the dead soul is behind.
Forever damned to hide,
this regret, pain and shame.

If you fall in love with someone, you just give that person the chance to destroy you.