It's so very shameful
it's such a big disgrace...

How do people go on through life
without planning what to do...

I can't look at myself
in the mirror anymore...

Your the thought that starts my morning
the thought that ends my day...

I love you with all of my heart
but I don't know what to do...

We hold on to things the tightest
when we are forced to let them go...

I lie in bed every night
crying as i pray...

Why cry tears of sorrow
why cry tears of shame...

I never imagined my life without you
especially since your gone...

God why do you do these things to me
why do you cause me pain...

Though we dont talk anymore
I think about you all the time...