How do people go on through life
without planning what to do...

I love you with all of my heart
but I don't know what to do...

I lie in bed every night
crying as i pray...

I never imagined my life without you
especially since your gone...

I can't look at myself
in the mirror anymore...

We hold on to things the tightest
when we are forced to let them go...

Your the thought that starts my morning
the thought that ends my day...

Though we dont talk anymore
I think about you all the time...

It's so very shameful
it's such a big disgrace...

Why cry tears of sorrow
why cry tears of shame...

God why do you do these things to me
why do you cause me pain...