When my heart shatters
Will you be there?

From my poem 'WIll You Be there?'

So my love, we meet again
So my love, let us sit here and pretend
Pretend nothing happen and pretend nothing will
Pretend hearts werent broken and blood didnt spill
Pretend all is fixed. pretend all isnt broken

-my poem:pretend

Should I tell you?
Should I say?
That you my friend...
Took my heart away.

(from my poem 'How?')

The knife drops to the floor
As I slump against the door
I like to feel the pain
Watching my blood seep down the drain

(from my poem, 'only way')

I take the knife
Put it to my wrist
Say goodbye life
I will cease to exist

(from my poem, 'only way')

I go into the bathroom
Knife at my side
Life will be over soon
No longer will you two have to hide

I close the door
And sink to the floor
With the feeling of our last kiss
Lingering on my lips

(from my poem, 'only way')

Your the bestest sister
if u were a guy id make u my mister

(from my poem "My random little sister")

I saw it in your eyes
All the hurt that I cause
I shouldnt of told those lies
I ruined what was

(from my poem, i ruined what was)

I think how Im hated
By many not some
With this knife to my wrist
It makes me feel numb

(from my poem, "You love me no more")

The tears they spilled
As my soul is killed
The blade to my wrist
My blood is kissed

(from my poem, "my blood is kissed")