I cannot express
how alone I feel...

Chaos swirling
around me...

You cannot
fathom how...

Why can' t
they see...

My pillow wet,
memories worn...

I can stop myself
from turning when I...

~Midnight --30 seconds past,
a book on the shelf...

Those words were thrown out
before I could pull them back...

**all these poems are dedicated to, my one, my...
take that, Moustafaaaa!!!! :P...