All this time
i have told you every thing you know my fears my...

You were a great mom
you calloused me all up...

Depressed apathetic hurt damaged the blade enters...

The deadness i feel is it normal?
i am so confused please help...

We may have been under pressure
and we weren't sure but...

Hello?
do you notice me crying sitting by you...

The safe price is unatendable the rough is hard...
eyes of lies...

And you are here for me.
And I know you love so but, sometimes when I think...

Please stay take pity on me
you'll never know how much i love you if you...

If i wrote a suicide not it would be like me funny...

Shutting out the world i don't wanna listen...
clasp my hands on my ears to block the voices...

I am sorry ill never see you again the pictures...
i recall every word i will know when you laugh and...