Dear God
As i cry myself to sleep...

I lone to feel a salty tear roll off my face and...
I need the release...

Nothing is what it appears
slowly my heat is begging to tear...

No one can see the tears behind these eyes
No one can see the sadness through my lies...

I have 2 fight to make you let go so you will...
i push so hard and you fingers slip just when i...

Do you ever walk down memory lane
and watch your dreams circle the drain...

The waiting room
that horrible sickness...

Fall
Hope...

I let you slip and now your gone
I was not fast enough I fumbled...

Maybe if i just lose a fue more kilos
maybe if i cut some more...

Did you ever love me?
Did you ever care...

The things i have decided,
the mistakes I've made...