Red roses don't mean happy endings

I get friends all the time and they barely know me

but when they get to really know me, they all run away just cuz i'm suicidal

I.don't.trust.anyone.

cuz they are all liars and backstabbers

It's easy to say i hate, but the truth is it's hard to admit i still love you

Words don't tell the truth, it's what u do
and when u said i love you, u never showed u did

When u told me u love me, u forgot to say u'll break up with me until u find another girl better.

I wish you were here to comfort me
and bring me back to reality
instead of my spaced out mind i have
lacking for a crimson passionate love

Love is a word i don't speak off
pain is a word i say
pain is the thing that i can't get enough
love is the thing that i want to go away

Love felt good
until it jinxed me and made it hurt

You were the one for me
but i just couldn't see
who you really were inside
that wanted me to commit suicide