Why do I keep living the life of a zombie, no brains, no thoughts, nothing just a body, and no one believes me. I'm a living disgrace and I'm easy to manipulate but I'm breathing. It's hard to believe that your leaving, but you're ready to run.

Take our shots and fall down dead wake up on the count of ten with your hands in your pockets ready to spend.

And Im grabbing at a feeling now that I cant ever name. And she said, Its pretty, but you hate yourself - I can hear it clear as day. And I say, A sin like this, it sounds worse than it is. Im okay, okay. Just stay.'

A putrid stench of ignorance spreads around you, walking in the wrong direction it seems you have no clue. Your stupid remarks pollute the air I breathe. You're a walking talking parasite on decency you feed.

I've been through this, I know just how it goes. You'll have no idea, you'll have no need to know. I will make your body grow wings and take flight, I will erase sound, I will erase light.

And maybe your chest is an empty shell with ribs of spiraling coral, where a perfect pearl of sadness resides. But if you ever need me there, I could come and press upon you. And I could listen to the sound of the ocean inside

I can make it in time if I jump out of bed if I skip clothes and get running instead, if I get on my feet if I skip to hit snooze if I don't care to eat, I can make it in time. Been oversleeping on Monday, I don't care, let's pretend that it's Sunday.

You could make my head swerve. Used to know my every curve. And now we meet on a street, and I am blind. I cannot find the heart I gave to you. Sometimes what we think we really want we don't.Sometimes what we think we love, we don't.

Maybe I've gone too far, maybe I'm just far too weak. And that's the place I want to be, and there is so much we don't know, so we love and we hope that it holds.

Sunrise doesn't last all morning, a cloudburst doesn't last all day. Seems my love is up and has left you with no warning. it's not always going to be this grey.