I gave everything tonight so that you could come back home with a smile upon your face and the morning in your arms. I changed everything in this place because youre worth a lovers charm.

Don't be that way cause I might be on that next train if I get around to it. Oh no, oh no, I'm so fcuking undependable. But you have to admit, it's part of my charm or at least I thought it was.

And when he looked at me, I felt not the rush of yesterday, when it seemed like the whole world was awake and alive and singing, but something else. Something big and profound and bottomless.

I wanted the hard, disgusting, saddening and empowering truth. The kind of truth that makes you seem like a lunatic to people. The truth that keeps you heavily dosed on some sort of narcotic so you don't lose your sanity.

You wore me like a new summer style appraised by a designer and textile, but you wore me out until I was no longer in. They'll buy you up and you'll stay afloat, but when your ship sinks they'll slit your throat and you've sold yourself to it.

Curiosity got the best of me this time but it won't shake my destiny. Just trying to learn how not to get burned but the surface of the sun is always raging

Leave me alone, tonight I just wanna stay home. I've got a darkness that I have to feed. I've got a sadness that grows up around me like a weed. And I'm not hurting anymore, I'm just spiraling in.

It hasn't been a long time, and we haven't been talking late into the night or even hung out enough times that I can't count on my fingers. But we've talked enough for me to know I want to pursue this. You make me smile, and for now that's enough

I wait for the day when I forget who you are, when the sound of your name is old and worn, the days I won't remember why I needed you so bad.

There is something I want you to know. I think you know exactly what it is. I didn't want to save you. I didn't want to save you. I set our house on fire to watch it burn.