Although comfortable, it's not safe to cry yourself to sleep. Your pillow will know every pain and then it feeds it back through your ears.

I haven't heard one thing you have said
This whole time you were talking,
I was too busy picturing you dead

They say you can measure a man by the way he stands
Can you kick those heels up baby and still walk tall

You make my teeth clinch and my hands shake. Do you ever see what you do to me? You're wearing me out, just wearing me out. But I'm wearing you down

You'll stay awake for several days cause nothing sounds right. Sometimes, some time is all it takes to change your mind

There was something in the way, something in the way, something in the way that you shut the door. I couldn't get enough, when you'd blow me off. I just kept dragging myself back for more

Please don't ever go away, no matter what I say. You've got to know how much I need you. Please don't let it go to waste, all the memories we've made. Cause they won't mean a thing if you're not here with me

Dying is not automatic
It should be fun and sporadic
Wouldn't have it any other way

I don't like the way that you talk to me when you tell me how it's going to be. And I don't like the way that you smile at me when you tell me what is wrong with me.

You don't know what it's like to feel a love like this. You don't know what it's like to feel this kind of helplessness. You don't know what it's like to be weak. I hope you never know, I don't want you to be like me