We're too deep into this and too in love to just let go.

The best feeling in the world,
is to be millions of miles away
and still be able to picture his eyes

This is the story of my life
& I write it every day.
and I hope you're by my side
when I write the last page

You expect me to apologize
for things that you've done wrong.
While you're inciting others.
You're owning up to nothing
and I wish that I was gone,
because you're not going anywhere.

Don't tell me that it's nothing,
when i can see it's killing you.
i'll take every word you say as gospel,
take it straight to heart.
and i hate you, but i love you.
and i swear it doesn't matter.

No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, nothing else will do
I've gotta have you

It's open heart surgery
And I'm under your knife
One wrong move
And, baby, you'd take my life

"promise me if i lose myself while i'm in there, you'll bring me back. even if that means leaving me just so i can get back to reality."

We're so trapped that any way we could imagine to escape would be just another part of the trap. anything we want we're trained to want.

My good is better; and my better is best