Cigarettes and innocence are scattered on the floor. It's the first October and summer is gone. You can't walk away and try to claim none of this was real. Sometimes autumn is confusing and I know exactly how you feel

Rolled around on kitchen floors. Tied my tongue in pretty bows with yours and now we pass and just like glass I see through you, you see through me like I'm not there.

I swear to God the sun is laughing at me, but I can't say because I don't look straight at it. Hear me out. Those boys tell all the lies that roll right past you: "I don't wanna fcuk you, I just wanna hold you."

I write you a letter. I hope you feel better. I hope you forgive the transgression. Ive given you love and Ive given you anger as well, and I meant them both.

Crash and burn, Ill crash and learn my lesson. Youll be the greatest teacher that I have ever had. Bruise and break, Ill bruise and take my chances on someone other than you.

Don't ever put your faith in me, I'll only let you down. Don't pick me up when I'm stumbling just leave me on the ground and right or wrong I'll stick by the things I say and I couldn't give a shit if you go or if you stay.

Why do I keep living the life of a zombie, no brains, no thoughts, nothing just a body, and no one believes me. I'm a living disgrace and I'm easy to manipulate but I'm breathing. It's hard to believe that your leaving, but you're ready to run.

Take our shots and fall down dead wake up on the count of ten with your hands in your pockets ready to spend.

And Im grabbing at a feeling now that I cant ever name. And she said, Its pretty, but you hate yourself - I can hear it clear as day. And I say, A sin like this, it sounds worse than it is. Im okay, okay. Just stay.'

A putrid stench of ignorance spreads around you, walking in the wrong direction it seems you have no clue. Your stupid remarks pollute the air I breathe. You're a walking talking parasite on decency you feed.