I remember no flowers
At your graveside that day...

This weekend was incredible
Saturday was ecstasy...

I trusted you
And brought you here...

So many come
And so many go...

I want to be a good mom
I want a good heart...

Why am I crying
Why am I so sad...

I'm so sorry son
That I did this to you...

If nothing lasts forever
Then why do we even try...

I can feel the blood seeping
From the hole in my head...

I sit and think of life
And then I think of death...

I lay here thinking,
if only you were here...

Sitting in a meeting
Bored as I can be...