I gaze into my own hollow eyes, finding no meaning. Then I look into yours...

I convinced myself in my head, "I don't need to deal with his bullshit anymore."
Yet the hours tick by without him calling, and I end up crying more.

Again you broke a promise,
Again you slam a door
from inside my patient heartache...
But soon there'll be no more.

I asked you what you drempt of last night,
and you said it was about her.
Which is funny,
because in MY dream the same night, I was shot with a bullet in the heart.

I made a list of rights and wrongs tonight, you were the first one on both lists.

The phone may say "Call ended" but I'll stick my ear to the phone, listening to the nothing. After all, that's all I've heard from you all of this time.

Blood may be thicker than water, but water is just so much more appealing to drink.

I've been waiting in this darkness for so long
Awaiting you to come and strip it out into light,
But will you ever really come for me?
Or am I just falling into my hole further?

I waited all this time to
Show you how much I care.
Can you see me waiting everyday?

Everything I've done
Everything I've gained
All means nothing now
A mere breath gone to waste