All my life i have been able to cry
but now i have trained myself not to...

This thought inside my head
Is driving me insane...

Her heart is like a dove
peacefull and forthright...

You told me not to do it dad
you told me not to get into the car...

I have lost it all
Nothing will be alright...

This day is my forever
A day that should not end...

I died today
you were the last person i saw...

I sit for what seems like forever
staring into the mirror...

Poppies swaying in the breeze
remembering all the people gone...

I cried inside my head today
you didnt see the tears...

I know you get sick
of people saying they understand...

I hate what your doing to yourself
but i cant make you stop...