As i look at my hand I think and wonder,
Scared and alone...
The pain I feel is so real, I don't know what to...
Horrible thoughts and madness with in...
In that moment i was so scared,
it always seemed like no one cared...
I need to leave this twisted black hole that had...
I am worthless...
It was the first time,
I cut myself so deep...
How could this even happen to me...
I'm pregnant and I'm seventeen...
With all the things in life we get,
we should take them...
I see nothing, I am in the dark, with ought sight...
They said to me, “Because no one hears...
Suicide is just another word for free ride.
a girl who no longer felt...
When I look back at all those hurtful times,
all the pain and sorrow and dark cold rhymes...
No one understands me and i know exactly why,
No one even comforts me even when i cry...
I know when you hold me I feel so warm,
So peaceful...so at home no nothing can do harm...