Why do you beat yourself up about the things you...
even tho it hurts me sometimes...

This is all still so new to me
please don't hold me responsible...

I have so many things to say
its just to hard to explain...

I can't live with what i have done.
I'm sick of hurting all the ones i love...

Dear daddy,
you know me...

Daughter of mine,
your eyes, so bright and full of life...

**this is true...its about my cousin Sarah who...
I know no one can take your place...

My daughter. My son.
My two little angels...

Your eyes,
beautiful and blue...

You cry alone, not knowing the pain you caused,
Wonder where the hell your going with your life...

I load my gun
and put it behind my seat...

The clock keeps ticking,
haven't heard from you all day...