Gone forever,
Oh what have I done...

Dazed and alone,
Wanting to go home...

Its looming over me, as dark as a cloud.
And I still here her calling my name...

Oh but, I'm so close to losing it,
Oh but, I'm so near to my latest fit...

The baby was so perfect,
His sweet little round cheeks...

Thoughts are racing through my mind,
Contradicting themselves all the time...

Am I really the only
Person who can see...

The sky turns grey
The sun starts to fade...

Crying, crying,
Lying, lying...

Please don't stare.
Because I know that you don't care...

There are days when i just dont want to get out of...
when everything seems to be going wrong...

I don't know what do
With these feelings swelling up inside...