I know I'm not perfect,
I'm aware I'm not the best...

I'm messed up,
I'm not like them, and it's too hard to take...

Am I just lying to myself?
I'm finally beginning to feel secure about you...

Refleting on times gone by,
Remembering all the struggles...

I put a band-aid over a broken heart,
I knew it wouldn't work, though...

I must be going crazy,
How else could I explain how I feel...

Why do we cry?
That's something I never understood...

The baby was so perfect,
His sweet little round cheeks...

There's a ghost following me,
Day after day...

Thoughts are racing through my mind,
Contradicting themselves all the time...

I sat at lunch today,
I didn't even know what to say...

I don't know what do
With these feelings swelling up inside...