What happened to us? We used to be inseparable. Now we barely talk. Your'e avoiding me I can feel it. I just don't know why & I hate it because you're the one I talk to about everything & without you I feel as if I'm completely alone |
I hate that I'm constantly trying to make things easy on everyone, I always put others first and I'm sick of it because nobody ever seems to do this for me. Its just so absolutely frustrating because it's the same crap every time. |
Everyone always says you have to take the bad along with the good, but I want to know where's the good because lately all I've had is the bad. I mean one person can only take so much bad until they break and honestly I feel as if I'm about to shatter. |
I miss so many things right now. It feels as if everything that brings me any joy is slowly being taken from me. Some of the smaller things are replaceable with time but the bigger things, those are irreplaceable. |
I was the girl who always did the right thing and never got into trouble. That was until you showed up. Now I don't know what the right thing is and that just might get me into trouble. |
When you left me, I let you walk out. I didnt beg you to stay like you expected, like you wanted. It wouldnt have helped anyways we were too broken, so I let you walk away as much as it hurt in the end it was for the best. |
I am lucky, I know, for I am not even 20 and have had the pleasure of experiencing of what its like to be fully and truly in love. But I am also very unlucky for I have also experienced the utter heartbreak of losing that kind of love. |
Once a person falls in love once they will be in love with someone for the rest of their life. Because people are made to love and to not love anyone would be more painful than not being loved by the one you love. |
I wish I could be more impulsive because if I had the guts I would just pick up & leave this place to come to you; but I cant Im stuck here for this is the only place I've ever really known & well the people here, they're my home. |
I want so badly to get over you. I'm constantly thinking of you or reminded of you some how it just makes everything so difficult because how am I supposed to get over someone thats constantly on my mind? |