I dont wanna turn into some long lost memory. I dont wanna be just some other girl whose eaisly forgotten.

You know looking back on everything i cant think of one thing i regret. Sure theres things i could have handled better, but oh well the past is the past and all my mistakes have made me who i am today.

I miss you so much. Ive never felt this empty before, never had a constant ache quite like this.

They tell me I need to get over you, to move on. The thing is I don't want to move on. I want to remember every detail of when we were together however painful that may be. & I want to be able to say that the last person I kissed was you.

I hate that I'm constantly trying to make things easy on everyone, I always put others first and I'm sick of it because nobody ever seems to do this for me. Its just so absolutely frustrating because it's the same crap every time.

Everyone always says you have to take the bad along with the good, but I want to know where's the good because lately all I've had is the bad. I mean one person can only take so much bad until they break and honestly I feel as if I'm about to shatter.

I miss so many things right now. It feels as if everything that brings me any joy is slowly being taken from me. Some of the smaller things are replaceable with time but the bigger things, those are irreplaceable.

I was the girl who always did the right thing and never got into trouble. That was until you showed up. Now I don't know what the right thing is and that just might get me into trouble.

When you left me, I let you walk out. I didnt beg you to stay like you expected, like you wanted. It wouldnt have helped anyways we were too broken, so I let you walk away as much as it hurt in the end it was for the best.

I am lucky, I know, for I am not even 20 and have had the pleasure of experiencing of what its like to be fully and truly in love. But I am also very unlucky for I have also experienced the utter heartbreak of losing that kind of love.