Why does my heart long for someone who makes it hurt so much?

Were supposed to be there for each other through and through, now i don't know what to do. Were arguing over stupid things and I feel like I barely know you. I don't know whats going on. Did I change or did you?

I saw this coming..
I knew it all along
that you'd be the one to break me
and I let it happen anyway

Everyone watches her and wonders what happened? She used to be such a good girl. And she thinks to herself they would never understand.

She sits alone in her room craving the company of someone shes not even sure exists.

Everyone has always told her things will get better in time...but maybe some things aren't meant to get better. Maybe some things just need to end.

I just want to run away from all my problems. The only thing is, is that then I'd be running away from you and I don't think I could ever do that.

I wish I could forget, but I cant and its so much more painful this way

Why did things have to turn out like this? Wasn't I good enough for you? Don't answer that. The truth will hurt too much.

I don't know if I can do this anymore. I'm so tired. I can't handle all these feelings. I can't deal with your emotional roller-coaster any longer. I don't see any solution to our problems. I just don't know what to do anymore.