Everything that belongs to me is broken....and the things i once loved are turned to ash in my hands...

You've locked me out and i cant get in...
why do i feel like i've commited a sin...
i'm so cold inside..
its all fallen apart...why cant i just go back to the start...

I took away my pain and it faded away.. but then u gave me urs wot more is there 2 say..i\'ve been drowning ever since u gave it 2 me...I\'m not that strong...why cant you see!! Its all shattered to pieces now i jst want u gone

Im stuck in this room so discustingly white...theres so much words unspoken yet i still tell u 2 get out of my sight...this straight jacket of confusion is stuck on tight...im tainted by sin i feel so afraid guess u can tell by the screams tht i make..

I cant tell anymore whether im telling the truth or spreading another web of lies...everytime i tell another i just feel i want to cry..my life has fallen to pieces since the day i learned 2 talk...now i sit in silence and ppl wonder why

Late at night I can hear your voices
Talking shit about all my choices
You would think you've known me forever
Just because you know my name

The silence torments me as i sit here alone, the pictures & memories wripped to shreds by my own hands..yet in my head i still hear ur anger drowning out the sounds of the world around me

Scars are souvenirs you never lose
The past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are

I dont need ur pity, just leave me hear 2 grow
i dont need ur fake smiles & lies
i just want ur love tht never seems 2 show
2 u i am the failure no matter what i do
i am ur blood & i have feelings 2
why cant u see tht u've broken them in 2

I choose to love you in my silence...for in my silence i found no rejection...